Pink Allusions

2005-05-03T09:27:00.000-07:00

"blessed is he whose help is the God of Jacob, whose hope is in the Lord his God. The Maker of heaven and earth, the sea, and everything in them - the Lord, who remains faithful forever."

psalms 146:5-6

may God bless all my schoolmates (me.you.and.you!) with wisdom and peace for your coming papers. Trust in God to bring you through the eoi season and put your hope in Him. God will always be with us , no matter what difficulty we might face.

a verse taken from psalms, my cell leader jus smsed me this. so i thought it mite be better if i share this with everywan else! =) well. takkaire for those having papers tmrr. God bless.

2005-05-03T08:49:00.000-07:00

lala im blogging. jus after mugging fer my chem n maths. TWO DEAD-EST subjects! *sighx*
chem's seriously drivin me madd! wad covalent bonding wad ionic bonding.
who cares. balancing chemical equation. HEADACHE. lemme try to recall the key pts tested for chem tmrr. (another advantage of blogging= recalling ur facts =p)

acids - hydrocloride. sodium cloride. potassium
produce hydrogen ions +
alkalis - ammonium n sshesshh i forgot. wth. -.-
produce hydroxide ions -
electron configuration. valency table. valency shell.
protons. electrons. nucleons
metalloids. neon gases.
atomic structure. periodic table.
universal indicator. blue litmus paper. red.
pH. weak acid. strong acid. neutral. water sodium carbonate.
pH 0-14. change fr red to purple.
-mental block suddenly-

okayy nvmm. lets forgett abt tt.this year's chem is like
10 times tougher than last yr lahh. last yr was really oli touching the SURFACE oli. and tis yr they went to sho chim stuff, and the worse thing is that a lot of the things is u mus MEMORISE=x sumthing which i really hate! and especially when it's last minute revision. i jus fed myself wid lotsa chem facts n formulaes. n nw if u talk me, i think i will jus blurt out sum chemical formulae. c0s im lyke so int0 chem today. mug. mug. mug. nothing bud mug. imean i still bathe n eat lah. once i cum homme, i went into my bedrm to face my whole lot of chem stuff. and now im feeling really cHemiStrY. -blurt out hydrocloride *burp* strong acid *burps again*

maths. its lyke OH NO fer me. haissh. i tink im gonna flunk it anyway. so i rather use the little time to mug my chem. i cant flunk chem. my parents will kill me if i do. and its nt really becos of tt, rather self-responsibility. i have to be responsible fer my exam results. arghx. i hate to tink of wad i will get fer lit and chin today. lit was well, okayy.at least i manage to finish the essay. bud whether i will score well is another matter. thou i doubt so, cos i didnt include ANY quotation. cos i simply cant rmb the whole thing, so i kinda paraphrase itt. ssheesshh la. for chin. im half slaughtered. why. cos i my tianxiehanzi is lyke more than 50% i dunnoe hw to fill in. seeeee. tis is the result of nt reading ANY chin book for this yr. okay. fine. nvmm. and other sections. were TOUGH.

i was hopin sum teachr wld cum in n rescue us, saying " class, many teachers reviewed thru the paper and deem that it is nt suitable for ur level to sit this paper. due to the high level of difficulty, we decided to cancel this test and all of you should be awarded full-marks for tis paper. so pls hand us back to testpaper and go homme." T.T

haha the above extract is all COOKED up by MISS DREAMY SHERR. who loves dreaming about things that will nevre happen in her life. however her hobby is stil dreaming cos dreaming lets her run away from reality, if nt for permanent, temporary is enuff. and most of all it lets her indulge in her own fantasies and dreams.

whre eois nevre existed. teachers and parents were banished fr this world.freedom rulez. books were burnt. chocolates n lollies everywhre. kbox reigns the shopss. singing n slepping are the two main popular hobbies. neoprints machines everywhre. flooded with clothes. snow. autumn leaves. purple lavender farm.

whre oli princesses in fairytales stories do live in this depicted world. and prince sylvester wld be in shining amours and riding on white horses, to kill all the villians and his first and foremost mission will be to rescue this little princess in lalaland entitled her highness "xiiao sherr". who was already waiting patientlyin her chamber night n day, anticipating the arrival of the mighty prince..

well. princess DOESNT have to take eois! pfttt. tt's nt fair!
hw i wish i lived in the past era. ohwell. it's nt 12.23am. and i seriously need to slp.
WHY.
cos of the simple reason tt im goin to sit for this MATHS test tmrr.

prayers fer tonite:- (nt in order of priority =] jus wad cums straight to mind when im blogging)
*GOD to bless me and my fellow classmates in tomorrow 2 major papers*
*GOD to bless my baobeii sylvesterr*
*GOD to bless my family*
*GOD to bless my deardear.* [u.noe.hu.u.r =p]

2005-04-30T10:34:00.000-07:00

haisssshh.im t0o stressed out. by eois. dun have muchh to blog about. yeshh. bud aniwae sly still rockks. HELL to the mgs girls who started anti-sly campaign. why cant yall jus leave sly alone even if yall dun lyke himm. sho mean of ya to start such a silly campaign. CONDEMN. CONDEMN.CONDEMN. hahaa. yeahh. im goin to sleep now. *yawnz* haisshh.

2005-04-27T07:34:00.000-07:00

whee. finally my own personal blog issh doneee! *beams* wid the help of muhh wonderful niceee fren. -grins at shannie! heex. thnks sho muchhh!

i tink i really have alott of stuff to blog about. haiisshh i guess its because too much stuff have happened in muhh life. dat even miiee moiself cant believe tt it happened.. i guess life is really unpredictable bahx. first was the passing of my grandpa, den now my uncle..for my grandpa, it was due to chronic illness, so seeing him getting weaker by each day wasnt so painful.. for my uncle, it was completely unexpected.. jus getting a stroke, and slipped into coma and later onn passed away despite on ventilation.. yeahh all that happened in a couple of days.i guess lyke wad my cellmate said if God's will clashes with our prayers, well, may His perfect will be done..

its really painful to see a loved one jus passaway lyke dat.. n0t leaving any last words to any of his familly members..especially my aunt.. yeahh and now my grandma stil doesnt noe she lost a son.. and she dint attend the funeral procession.. the whole family has decided to hide it from herr, plainly saying my uncle is stil alive jus tt hes sickk.. well. jus imagine the shock and pain my 80pluss grandma wil go thru when she knows the truth. the fact that her son has passed awayy.. i personally think that its really meann and unfair to my grandma who doesnt even know that her son has died.. yeahh bud on the other hand, she will probably not able to deal wid this huge blow.. shes alredi tryin to cope wid the loss of her husband and now her oldest sonn.. yeahh.. and she has heart problemss and has all along been very weak.. i really hope to go bac more often to malaysia to visit herr.. at least when theres still a chance for me to be filial to her..

well. im finee now. thnks to those concerned, friends and cellmates especially weixian and denise for praying together fer my uncle.. i trully appreciate it.. thanks alott.. and yeahh i guess i really shouldnt have doubt God.. God does answer our prayers. He will answer our prayers. Just that His will comes first..

haisshh. and another problem not yett resolved. i havent been attending church fer qte sumtime.. and i reallly wishh to do so.. i trully yearn to worship God, to praise the Lord.. for dying on the cross for uss.. bud things donn alwayz happen the way we want things to be.. my grandma who is a strong believer of Buddhist sumhw found out that I have been attending church and objected to itt.. shes old alredii.. and i really dun wissh to upsett her further.. bud at the same time i dunwan to sacrifice God.. haiisshh i guess i will jus see h0w things go bahx.. and prayy hard that God will answer my prayers fast and lead my whole family into Christ.. despite all the objections, I will still believe that God will answer my prayers sum dayy.. i will just prayy hard.. pray for a miracle by God..

*Jesus I adore you and I lay my life before you*

cell meetings. ohno. i havent been attending. hahaz cossh no one informed miiee. heheh shall go check it out after eois. and oh sheesh toking abt eois. im really sho dead mann. sighx. missing skol fer lyke a whole week is lyke w0oh. blehx. im seriously having trouble catchin upp wid my skolwork n here im blogging. wad to do. i have to vent my frustration. beforee i really go madd one dayy. performance tasks. upcomin eois. *shivers at the thought* haissshh hw much m0re do i have to g0.. i seriously dunn0e.. bud im pretty sure its a l0ngg way to go.. fer chem, im lyke sho blur.. dun understand wad mrs tay iss teaching.. acids.alkalines.ions.convalent bondings. sighx. i have to do mre reading upp on muhh ownn. and i really need timeee! 24hours issh nt enuff and recently i have been fallin sickk cos of having slogged until lyke 2am for continuous nites.. sighx. and now. i have a maths assignment more to go and to prepare onn my sc formative test.. sighx. and i shouldnt be infront of my comp. now. *guilty* bud i have to let it all out. before i really go madd.

happy birthday dearie wenyu! *huggies* ur pressie shall give u after eois kae.

and ohya before i signed off. i have to blog abt tis. and its none other than muh baobeii sylvesterr! heheh went to 2 of his autograph sessions!really glad to see him bacc fr taiwan with a new album called *qi fei* [take off].. i have 4 all of his alums all thnks to deardear. muahhx- love ya! =p and i love all his songs especially *suo yi* and *di yi shi jian* all composed by himself.. yeahh.. see, hes talented! haha budd one sad thing is that he has grown alot thinner.. alott.. reallyy. compared to the guy who came into the spore idol autiditon rm.. yeahh. sighx i guessed its pressure from his workload bahx.. haha thats y i told him take care! yeahh. and i told himm that no matter wad *sherr aii slyy 1314.3344* heheh *giggles* sly isshh sho sweet sia! wont forgett wad he said to miie after giving me a hug! and i smelled his black shirt and hairr when he was hugging miiee at tampine malls.. and it smelled nice! *wonders if he puts cologne* lolx. and he has the manly smell! yeahh. sly rawwwk mann! miss ya lotsa!

yeahh. signing off now. bloo. *yawnz*

prayers fer tonite:

*God to bless Sylvester Sim in his siinging career and lovelife*

*God to bless my uncle thou i have no idea whre he issh n0w*

*God to guide miie along my schoolwork and revision for eois*

2005-04-05T13:40:00.000-07:00

With All I Am

Into your hand I commit again
All I am for You Lord
You hold my world
In the palm of Your hand
And I am Yours forever

Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am

I'll walk with You wherever You go
Through tears and joy I'll trust in You
And I will live in all of Your ways
And Your promises forever

2005-04-05T13:23:00.000-07:00

well. suddenly felt the urge to blog abt star light. dun ask mwee y. hahaz

one girl's dream to dance
one girl's trip to fame
one girl's fall to ashes
and her liFe, she gains...

hmm. sumhw. i thot the story cld relate qte well to miiee. for one reason or another. sumhw i cld sense that at one pt of my life later on, i mite jus face the same situation. in all case, i enjoyed the musical, esp the dance part. hahaz. the dancers r sho greatt! rockk on mann TOUCHDance! hmm. well was bac homme wondering if i shld aso begin my search for lasting truth beyond the transient. haha bud hte prob is hw to search. well, no idea. so shall jus wait for GOD to lead miiee bah.

"starlight" is the story of a girl, who seeks fame, limelight and success in the dance world.

Endowed with good locks, the right contacts and talent, she thinks she has made it when she

becomes the star performer of the Starlight Dance Theatre.

But sometimes success is harder to deal with then failure.

As Melissa struggles to cope with vanity and inner lethargy
in the midst of an increasingly busy liFe,

she begins her search for

lasting truth
beyond the transient.

[short synopsis fr the booklet]

2005-04-03T03:33:00.000-07:00

sly and maia...

sly ish sho in lubb wid maia!
i wan them to be together!
blessings. blessings. n mre blessings! ^^

"I remember the first time I saw you,
you had an uncanny magical power..
I could feel myself yearning to inch closer to you..
The second time I saw you,
I didn't feel so happy...
Because I sensed the distance between me and you...

Is this love or are you too beautiful?
It made me do incredible things...
All I know is that if it makes you happy,
i'm willing to do anything to get close to you..

I know it'll be tough on me..
and i'll get upset...
I know how sweet you and your guy are together,
so I can only by your side and watch over u
Every time he holds your hand,
my tears start to flow..
But I can only back off quietly,
suppressing my pain.."

[sly's songg composition fer maia]

haix. hw i wissh tat lucky gurl shly's in lubb wid wld be miiee. hahaha which is sho impossible.
haha nvmm. sly issh stil muhh id0L. muhh fav id0L. together wid jay chou. heex.i wil continue supporting sly. no natter wad. continue loving sly. continuing having himm in muhh heartx.

sly i jus wanna let eu noe i lub yew.

~*sher lurves *sly 13143344~

2005-04-01T10:31:00.000-08:00

wishlist -forgotten itemms*

*cross-pendant necklace fr perinsilver* {in memory of GOD}
*a bouquet of lavenders*
*mOre fwens*
*mOre $$$* {to buy clothes.wahaha}

2005-03-31T08:47:00.000-08:00

my new wishlistt from 1st of april

*to be wit GOD forever*
*to be wid himm*
*to see sylvesterr baobeii*
*panasonic x400*
*tatty bear from kalma*
*baby sylvesterr huge size plush sofftoy*
*bearbear fr precious thots*
*pinkk sunglasses*
*engrave 2special ringss for us*
*converse pinkk shoes*
*fila slingbag*
*bilabong haltertop*
*op miniskirt*
*roxy skolbag*
*new wallet*
*colour contact lens*
*hairr sprayy*
*second ear pierce*
*clothes clothes and mre clothes*

2005-03-19T05:41:00.000-08:00

hmm. was very very hiGh ytdd. haha coz of muhh darlingg godsis! haha we were at cineleisure watching swing gurls. the jap gurls are so kawaiii neh. and they oli guy in the band is sho cuteee aso. =) look abit lyke the malaysian singer zchen. haha. aahh and zchen reminds mwee of the kbox waiter at cineleisure. althou i went to that kbox outlet for once oli, i stil rmbb his face sho clearly lor. got volcanice eruptions haha sho meann horr mwee. moral of the story: nevre prick or even touch ur pimples when they r growing. or there will be scars !!!! realli horrible scars!!

hmm after watching the movie, i kindahave a different view of jazz mUsic lerr. haha its nt that old fashion. with those nerdy people playing the intruments. haha commOn misconception. it's nt true. jus wAtch swing gurls and yew wil noe wadd i mean. haha jus wAtch..

after dat. went to eat at yoshinova wit godsis den went to fareast and i bought a pinkk haltertop fr icelemontree. kawaii neh.and cheap too! they were having 20%discount! haha $15.90 nia. then went to meet muh fren Lollipop Elephant Oranges. haha he brought mwee arnd fareast and we did nth muchh.toking. and toking lameee stuff oli. until we get lost while trying to get to cineleisure to watch hitch.

haha and we went to look to take neoprints before hes frens cumm. haha screamms at Lollipop , yew screwed upp the neoprint that i thot i looked the best wit horrible starrrss. aaahhh. hmpff! nxxtime shouldnt lett yew decoratee lerr. seee. wad happen nowww.haha and was qte hiGh den scribble nonsense stuff on the neoprints lyke in lurve. -.- haha betta nt lett muhh parents see or they tink wrongly then i die lerr. den i will be kiLLed. deAd. sho deAd. sho sho dead.haha and hitch's sho farni! and yepp esp wit a farni guy sitting beside mwee. haha okok. albert's sho cutee. look lyke panda. haha sho cutee. i tink fatt people have their own attributes too. lyke people seee them wan to hugg themm. whines at Lollipop! im nt niceeeeee to hugg kae. eeeks. horhor. unless u hinting i fatt lorrr. orhx. i get the hint lerr. nxttime see yew, box yew den yew noe ar. haha nevre see muhh muscles before ar. aiyoh do i sound violent. haha im. if u dare to provoke mwee.

2005-03-16T08:33:00.000-08:00

mwee blogging noww.whee! oh ya!

blehx. im sickk. flu. sore throat. was supposed to go out wit frens. bud wth. sickk. aahhh. kbox tata. havent seen yew for the past mth. howl moving castle tata. shall buy the vcd instead. haha and Lollipop Elephants Oranges [it's a code. winkss*]] sorri i cant go outt wit yew. hmm tmrr supposed to have cell lunch bud was cancelled. hmm >< was looking forward to it. to bond wit cellmates! bud nvmm. oh ya. was rotting away todayy at homme. in front of muhh comp. msn.fr morn till lunch, den went to take a nap. and felt worse. den went to take a bath.skipped dinner. cos totally nO appetite. partly cz of the medicine i feel slippy too. sicko syrup. shOO off mann!

ATTENTION: SHERlynn noes a piLott fren. haha and hes SHERman.

Assumption: pEople wid SHER as nick are normally smart people. ego winkks* oops i shld stop being haOliaN.haha

muhh gOrgOr rockks muhh worldd mann. he sho cOOL. 19 nia. then hes ambition be pilot. cOOL sia. he sho sho sho sho sho sho sho PRO la. in msn horr. tok abt plane alttitude tis and dat . make mwee blurblur oli. cos i noe nth abt planes. except that its for travelling. it looks like a bird. haha wierd ideas i have since i was two.took plane to sumwhre. forgett le. haha bad memory.oh sth lyke lake toba thingy.haha back to the main topicc sia!

he horr. tsk tsk. nxttime who gett him as husband suree lucky lorr. free boarding passes for wife lehx. budden for mwee horr. he say free lorr. cz im hes meimei. haha whee! sho happi. haha am i being silly here. haha budd i tink pilots are realli cOOL.haha allowances arnd 10k lehx. sho muchh $$ to useee sia.

hmm. bud pilots have a dangerous liFE!!! oh no. haha cos anything go wrong horr. then they sure first to kena scolding one. haha budden they do their work very professionally. so normally no problem one la. oli lyke 1 in 1000000000000000000000000 cases? maybe. haha i stil recall the sQoo6 plane crash in yr2000.if im nt wrongg. haha in taipei or taiwan forgett le. sho many passengers die sia. sad story.

'sumtimes in liFe, yew jus have to learn to lett go'

hmm. im starting to daydream le. haha maybe shall change muhh ambition fr paedaetrician to air stewardess. bud im nt pretti enuff lorr. besides gOrgOr say minimum height is 165cm. im too shortt le. shorrt of lyke 7cm. woah dats a lott. hmpf! i shall playy ball mre! jump mre! skipping rope! yayy! winkss at mingyue darlinkk*im gonna be taller than yew soon. dun be tooo proudd sia.hahaha jking jking.

gtg to bedd le. tired. sick. dead. haha

-'i miss Lollipop Elephants Oranges' - endless love

even if we have to partt. i wan yew to noe that yew will always be in muhh heartx...
even if death separate us. i wan yew to noe muhh love for yeww nevre end...
even if we cant meet, jus simply tinking of yew alone makes mwee smile...

*huggies*

[[+sHer always there for Lollipo Elephants Oranges]]

2005-03-14T08:11:00.000-08:00

whee! havent blogged for sho longg sia. haha thnks to sumwan hu reminded mwee. winks at the oNe hu called mwee ah ma >< hmmm... sho many things happened tis week sia. i got 3 things cancelled outt fr muhhh wishlist. haha

rebonding spoils ur hairrr dearr. tis is wadd muhh daddy said. budden i dun caree. haha cant be bothered. hmmm. went to kimage salon today wit muhh fren. was lyke 20mins lateee. haha okayy. sry. hmmm. i tink muhh fringe is pretti okayy. ecept that when i tie up it look abit wierd.. haha

oh ya! and im beginning to hate poonpoon. thot she was qte an okayy teacher. budden she was lyke accusing mwee. hmpf. i really dint tink dat the story telling thingy was the nxt dayy. cos she alwaz forgett mar. den when its muhh turn she can rmb. wth!!! bahx. and its nt she choose wan lorr. i volunteer. cos i was tinking i can hogg the book for lyke one week. during tis march holidays. in the end. wad did i gett. a scolding fr teacher. sighx. and the way she commented on mwee. made mwee feel lyke im a badd personn. im a big liar. for lying to herr. for nt owning up to muhh own actionss. and she made it sound so serious. and i was trying to hide muhh own emotions. and the gurl sitting beside mwee wasnt helping mwee much. by saying 'seee seee who ask u to volunteer'. sighx again. sumtimes i wunder wad r frens for- to get high marks for projet, to get grpwork done?blehx. i was sho upsett in class. hmm. and i decided nt to volunteer anything eva after. its nt dat i dun wan to own up. finneee. im in the wrong. budden i realli dint tink dat she will call mwee up the very nxt day. cos other people have lyke sho longg to prepare. cos she tends to forgett. bud when its muh turn, she dint. arghx. i dun wan to tok abt tis ady.make mwee feel worse. and worse. and i tried to compensate by reading a newspaper article, bud wad do i gett. badd remarkss. cos i screwed it upp totalyy. screammss** i dun wan to attend chin lessons animre. i hate chin lessons. aaahhhhh.

'will u jus leave mweee alonee-'

hmmm back to happi stuff. haha went to bugis the eDge wit sista! haha and ooooooooo. i was trying to look rugged to match her. cos she always turn up rugged for shopping outings. and mwee will look girlish haha esp wit miniskirts. sho i decided to complement her once. and i got a shock when she came up to mwee in a brown halter top and a miniskirt. and i was lyke oooo. haha hmmm. and her mummy's gonna helpp mweee buy one pinkkk one! and oh mann its sho cheap la..ten dollars nia. hmm. i bought one fr ice lemon tree jus recently. and it costs mwee $19.90 hmm. mre expensive. cos got brand.

tmrrr actually promisee muh fren to go iceskating.. budd i had to misss it cos going outt wit frens sia. sry dearie! shall compensate yew sum other dayy kae! sho sry! >< i dint noe there was an outing until ytdd. so cant inform eu earlier. bud i promise iwill try to make it this sunday kae! hope u read muhh blogg!

and errmmm haix tis holiday iss lyke sho packed wit outinggs.. arghx the thot of homework makes mwee wans to bang muhh head on the wall>< projects. arhx. hw. argh. terrible. haix. sianx la. when can i start worklife. and end muhh skollife.

2005-03-09T07:05:00.000-08:00

Sorry for making you cry
For turning away
As you walk on by
But baby I need to be strong
And I need to move on with my life
You know it’s not that I don’t care
So don’t make me feel bad
It’s not fair

Baby you know all the reasons
I made my decisions in life
Now a girl’s gotta dowhat a girl’s gotta do
And a boy had to become a man
And I’m sorry for saying
But it’s love that I need
And that love I just can’t get from you
It’s funny how things turn around
One day I am lost
Then I’m found
It happened so fast
I knew it would last
From the first time
I first looked in your eyes
Although it’s so soon this I knowI’ll never be on my own
Dreams turn to tears
She buries my fears
And I will
cherish this love
ever more

I will cherish this love ever more
Yes I WillWith you

song: cherish this song (A1)

i dunnoe wadd to blogg..
althou i wanna blogg..
im jus very upsett..
abt how things turn out to be ><
if yew happen to pass by mui blogg,
i wan to lett yew noeeeee..
i read all ur messages..
the very last thingg yu said..
yew wanna tell mwee...
i wan to hear it personally...

2005-03-09T03:08:00.000-08:00

"If you could have told me everything,
You would have found what love is,
If you could have told me what was on your mind,
I would have shown you the way.
Someday I'm gonna be older than you,
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life,
For now I will try to live for you and
for me I will try to live with love,
with dreams and forever with tears" :~

2005-03-07T04:05:00.000-08:00

gahx. changed mui blogg becos sth went wrong wit the other skinn. bah. bud nvmm i found tis which i tink is sweeter. haha gtg back to mui stuides le. shall blogg later into the nightt sia.

liars

2005-03-06T04:28:00.000-08:00

bah. i hate liars. argh. i jus hope i can lie to myself that he dint lie to mwee on purpose. well i guessed he wuld tink dat im so petty to get angri over such a small lie he told. bud wadeva it is the fact is dat he still lied to mWee.. thou i cld tell dat he was very sorryy abt the lie, i guessed it wld be a period of time before i could trust himm again.

was flipping thru mui neww study bible tis afternoon.after cuming homme fr breakfast wit mui aunt and familyy.we were supposed iceskating. budden there was a competition going on in the fuji ice palace
FCBC conference!!!
and there is this cuming conference held by our church at spore indoor stadium. April 7-9. yayy! cant wait. haha jus smsed mui rjc senior to help mwee registerr a placee..on first cum-first-serve basis.. and heard that many pastors or important people fr other countries will attend this conference too.. and i jus realised mui senior's dad is a pastor too. i littlebit too *tooTpiD* horr. so longg stil dunnoe..haha and i was lyke saying"heyy y didnt u tell mwee!"and she was lyke "err hu wld go round telling pple their father's job" haha nvmm.

hmm last week sermon was qte interesting! well dint attend tis week cos i had to attend dunman hight concertt.. hmm well Rev Melyvn Mak was telling us about how to pray.which i tink relates alott to mwee. cos as a young believer, i dun realli noe wad is the correct way i shld pray.. n as if theres any formula, bud there shld be 3 components in the ingredients of a prayer.. well.
1. keeping the right priority
2.kneeling in the right position
3.knowing the right person
i hope dat by praying 'correctly' i will be able to have a close relationship wit GOD..the GOD of the"how much more". lolx i thot it sounds lyke a slogan or sth. budd nvmm. at least it leaves an indelible impression on mwee. the God of the "how much more" =)

im sorry.
im realli sorryy.
im sorry to lett yOu dWn..
im sorry to make yOu cRy..
im sorry to breAk yOur heArtt..

~bUd im glAdd to noe dat im the oli person hu cAn make yOu cRy
aNd the oli persOn hU can maKe yOu smiLe agaiN~

poem

2005-03-05T10:26:00.000-08:00

i jus wanna love
love of the truest profile
a total conquer of the heart
without physical inclinations
deceiving my flimsy senses'

i just wanna love
thrust myself into whimsical fantasies
Of bold shining knights
and romantic trysts
Of sugar-coated locks
and sweet dreamy gazes
Filling my spinning mind
with delirious joy'

I just wannalove
So why won't
yOuu let me
Just love you..

5march

2005-03-05T10:15:00.000-08:00

__muhh wishhlist* w.e.f 5mar`05

x tO be wit GOD fOreva(:
x imprOveE on mUhh gradEs(:
x bE wiBb himm foReva`x(:
x grOww tallerr
x rOxy pinkk skOlbag
x casio digital piano
x blUe cOntact leNs
x hiGhlight muhh hAirr gOlden brOwn
x mOre nEw cLotHes
x neww slingbag
x secOnd earpiercing
x pinkk sUnglAsses fr bUgis
x haltertop fr lemOntree
x rebOnding anOtheR time
x tAnktOp fr 77th street
x plAiteD minI-skiRt fr fareaSt

((___mUhh fReNnzzz))

lalala

2005-03-05T02:51:00.000-08:00

wadd i did~
went to founder's day in the morn todae.
after dat went to shop for a classical piano wit mummy.
skipped lunch cos got carried away.
went to watch dunman high concert wit fren.
aunt pAssed by vIctoriaL hAll to pass mwee studyy biBle.
went into aRies shop n bOugHt a black rubber-band.
took mRt hOmme...

i lurvee founders' dayy perfOrmanCe mann! esp the aRtistiC gymnastics' breathtaking performance n the bAnd-aGe! oh mann so cOOL la! i lurvee the gurl playing the electronic guitar(nt the vocalist) n the gurl playing the dRum sett.. aahh actually all four of dem laa. i mean they'r so pro lorr:)) heard dat they won talenttime lasstyrr.haha and aahh their own composition: 24/7 is realli nicee,without any "professional help" -> lolx. well, n they really dispelled the perception of da view tt rgs gurls r nerdy bookwormss.. cos tHey wEre really cooL.. in terms of theIr perFormance n dRessiNg..

dUnmAn hiGh conceRt was lyke ooooo.
haha actually qte sianx la.
paid $8 for the concert.
mingyue n me were lyke toking thru the whole concert.
lolx. and we were lyke discussing real lame stuff.
haha instead of listening to the mUsiC
we weRe lOOking out fOr cOOL n sHuai guys
(jus curious to see if ther's any in CO, wE r nT despO, btw)
too badd there were none except
for maybe one of the guys playing the flutee..
hmM.. aNd i realised dat their actions wEre
vEry exaggeratIngg wen they were playingg..
haha kinda lyke rowing their boat back n forth.
lolx. we r sooooo meannn.

gtg bedd noww.. guess wadd its 2.51am nw..
aNd im still doin mui lit performance task.. blehx ><

4march

2005-03-04T07:54:00.000-08:00

rGs's bdae tmrr! happy birthdae!
4th mArCh - fridayy.. nth interesting happened to mwee in skol.well got backk muhh maths tests paper. so gladd tat i dint flunk itt! yayy! haha my maths totally suxx. nt as if i dint study forr itt.. jus dat i find assignments and all the huge pile of homeworkk are jus chores and mre of lyke a burden when im doin themm.. i guess i have to chgne mui own mindset beforee i can score well in a particular subjectt.. nxt week i gonna have 2major tests. aahh! screamms** my worst subject - geography. i jus hate mugging for geog. cos i jus hate dat subject.becos im nt gud at itt.thou i love mui sec1 geog teacherr! ms wong! yOu roCkkD mAnN! :)

and nt forgetting mui skol's bdae tmrr! yayy! rGs is 126th yrss old soon! aahh! times seems to fly so fastt.. im 14 le.jus wen will i grow upp and be independent, to have muhh ownn frEedOm, aNd to lIvE the lIFe i wAnnA liVe.. and no rEstrIctiOnss fr muhh ownn parentss..sighx.

those days seem so distantt..
so far.. so farr..
so far awayy..

raindrops falling on my head..
i walked thru the rain alonee..
inn my mindd..
i was walking thru da memory lane..
reminiscing the days
i used to share wit yOu..

hands-in-hands..
strolling in the rain..
clothes soakked wett..
hearts soakked thruu..

tinking of yOu and mWee --> luurving sumwan is easier den hating sumwan..

yayy! finally done wit mui blog!

2005-03-03T07:32:00.000-08:00

i jus abandoned muhh old blogg.sighx. was getting sianx wit that pinkky gurl layout.hahaz aniwae jus gott this kinda old blogskin fr sumwhereee. yayy! pretty satisfied wit this layout cos of the cute handdrawn design of a boy and gurl.. awww so sweet.

lurveee is indeed sweet!
since the day u cross muhh path in life,
i knew our lifes have chnged...

well.. if u happened to pass by mui blogg! relinkk mwee kaee! and the same old mwee --> wad is liFe without syLvesTeRr.. hahaz xD